It seems silly...

But I already worry about my daughter. I worry about what people will tell her. I worry that someone else will get to have momentous firsts with her. I worry about who will try to influence her.

It all seems so silly. And almost ridiculous.

I can't affect any of this, but it tickles my brain in the early morning and latest night. Every once and a while when I'm having these deep thoughts about who she'll spend her time with and where she might end up- she gives me a thump or a bump. Just to let me know she's still there. At least that's what I like to think.

one week later

And we're both still here, despite Matt getting sick the day after the Wedding. Now that he's been put back together maybe I'll have the chance to update the rest of the world on everything, but for now:

Disappearing Vendors

I will not call Wedding Vendors Elves here. Generally, I don't like calling them Vendors. Because really, I want to pick people who care about what they are doing. Someone else called them Wedding Elves, and I liked it. Helpful creatures! What every girl needs... but moving on.

There are now TWO Brides in 5 months who I've seen have their Photographers run off after the Wedding. Leaving them with no pictures. This makes me more than a little nervous. The pictures may end up costing more than my Rings- and to have nothing to show for it? Well it terrifies me. I had wanted two photographers for the Wedding itself. Whether they be 2 from one studio or 2 independent. But that can also mean double the cost. And double the ditching.

I just want happy elves at my Wedding. Not greedy grumpy vendors. : (

So, Pictures.

Photos by Aaron Ingrao


He doesn't like his hair in most. I don't like my head positioning in others. Gee we make a great pair. : P

But these are my 2 favorites. They'd be used on our Save the Date Cards. Thoughts?

In other news, Aaron Ingrao is boss sauce.

Pictures in the Park

Tomorrow morning we're heading out to have some Pictures taken. There are probably less then 10 pictures of Matt and I together. Which isn't a lot when you think about how long we've been dating. And then take in to account that we've been living together for pretty much that entire time.

So here's to hoping that it's money well spent AND that we don't clash.

Trying to find nice clothes that were warm enough, but comfy enough proved to be a difficult task. Mostly because I wanted our outfits to look A-Ok paired together.

So we'll see how I did.